I don't know what to think of this

It sucks being a detective.
I see everything but I can't say anything.
My mind is now full of anxiety and confusion and a general all around not-knowing-what-to-do-ness.
Things should be different than they are, but that wasn't completely my fault now was it?
I long to be a hero, but i'm stuck in the shadows for fear of condemnation and striking anger.
I try to make the facts go away but they don't.
Maybe this detective should recheck his sources and see if maybe he's missing something.
Perhaps his leaning on his own understanding makes it unclear what the real reason for all of this is.
Or maybe he's just a schizophrenic lunatic who no one listens to because they have good reasons.
Or maybe I'm not crazy.
Or maybe you are.
Shut up. Get out of my head.
I can't you moron, I'm you.
Oh. Well in that case please continue.
You are insane because the emotion you are feeling has been described as being insane. You feel as though you shouldn't feel this way when you have every right to feel this way. It's not your fault things have turned out this way. It is your fault if you don't hurry up and act on this and save everyone some trouble they really don't need.
Why don't you do it if you're me? You seem bold enough.
Because I'm scared...